Friday, October 18, 2024

my own version of Vladimir and Estragon (Samuel Beckett-influence)

-no more words, right?!
-I sometimes wish I could shut my mind.
-nobody who you could talk to...?
-how do you know?
-well, you wouldn't be talking to me if you had any other option.
-I guess, you are right... So many things inside, in a worthless living being.
-why?
-let's not get this way. I am in peace, somehow, alone. Aren't we all?
-I suppose. So who are you waiting for?
-you think I am waiting something?
-not something, you're dumbass, someone.
-I can't say, for sure.. I mean I have never met those that I am waiting.
-let's start the bullshit again.
-you mean that I am waiting my best version.
-good or bad.. it's a mundane mistake ethic and moral concept. you can't tell what is good from bad, or vice versa. we are all one, and it can be both.
-perhaps the one that doesn't want to kill herself.
-probably in vain. nothing's matter. specially in the universe of yours.
-why do you say that?
-wait for a passion, won't bring it for you.
-I wish I could stop you, and embrace the silence. 
-no, you are not being honest, you know, wanting in silence gets you bored. that's why you start all of this anyway.
-so, may I could just end this. 
-how you are supposed to do that?
silence
-don't walk away in silence.