Monday, October 16, 2023

I promised next year

I can’t believe and this bullshit I’m late and it’s not my fault 

I have been mistreated at the station

My class will start at four the train was late for 54 min.. I could have been at the train 2:05 but this was canceled

There’s no excuse I know 

I just want to die


I cried the whole morning because I am not enough for you as a friend

I’m not good for you as a friend

You didn’t say thank you for the gift lis

You said “poxa lis”

You said awful things 

I didn’t react I am not like you

I wasn’t angry as I am not angry at the fucking rude lady at the station

I’m angry at me to some how trust things that I shouldn’t 

You don’t like me

I got it know

And I hate myself for that

The lady was doing her job in a very fuck off face.. somehow I felt it is my fault again.. I don’t know how it’s just I should have died a long time ago.