one more act of rejection
by those I call friends
and no, I wasn't trying to manage them
I wanted help to manage myself..
first M. she knew me, I thought she could get it
I was under so much pain, my mind making me shake
and her opinion about my identity was one of my crises
so I tried to explain her, but I couldn't and she reacted
she argued like if she were under-attack, which wasn't real
but real enough for her, and then no more friendship
I have to say I still grieving this end
And now G. a new friend but might not be..
surely I was his.. and again he judged me
as I didn't deserve to be judged but what can I do?
honestly...
you don't like me
welcome to the club
I dislike myself either.
