I'm quite selfish with my emotions. sorry, I know you don't really like to deal with emotions. And I'm ok about it. let me be. you are so fucking amazing. And I will let you alone, for being obedient, and broken-heart. I don't want balance in our relationship, I want you. I didn't want to disrupt your live. well, that has changed. I want you. and it's fine, if you don't want me. or well, whatever. life keeps going on..